Dillema
Mood:  blue
I want to write so many things, but don't know what is stopping me. Anyways...

My Feelings: After coming back from kanpur on sunday (19/02/2006), I start feeling strongly that there is no life without your friends, family. Professional life is not only important in life. I feel that you'll be more happier with you family than earning thousands of bucks far away from the family.

Working in a big MNC: Where are we heading serving anybody (MNC or Indian company), when we cann't live some nice moments with our family? If you are a great scholar, who is going to get Noble (or some big award) prize sometime down the line, then family is not at all worth for you, but what about we average headed guys? Are we going to get even 5 patents some day. It's not a matter of +ve or -ve approach, just a matter of priorities. Even I'll get 5 patents, the result is more salary with more responsibilities in office. Right? Which will ask for more time in office, which result in less time with family. My question is why we are working, just for money, or to live life?

Now come to the point, how many of us are living with our parents? Did they expect this from you since they gave birth to you. Even you, don't you like living with your parents?

Just think of a situation. You are taking you parents for granted. I mean that whenever we feel homesick, or we get leave we pack our bags and go to our hometown to meet our parents. Now think of other side too. Don't they feel sometime you to come there and live with them. We meet our parents for 3-4 weeks (max that too in 2-3 slots) in a year. One day they will be die in hope of living with you, talk with you about their happiness, sorrows, need, dreams, pain, health etc...and after that you'll live with the grudges that you're not there with your parents when they need us badly.

I don't know how this will make sense, but still somewhere in the deep of my heart I am thinking the same.