Dillema
Mood:  blue
I want to write so many things, but don't know what is stopping me. Anyways...

My Feelings: After coming back from kanpur on sunday (19/02/2006), I start feeling strongly that there is no life without your friends, family. Professional life is not only important in life. I feel that you'll be more happier with you family than earning thousands of bucks far away from the family.

Working in a big MNC: Where are we heading serving anybody (MNC or Indian company), when we cann't live some nice moments with our family? If you are a great scholar, who is going to get Noble (or some big award) prize sometime down the line, then family is not at all worth for you, but what about we average headed guys? Are we going to get even 5 patents some day. It's not a matter of +ve or -ve approach, just a matter of priorities. Even I'll get 5 patents, the result is more salary with more responsibilities in office. Right? Which will ask for more time in office, which result in less time with family. My question is why we are working, just for money, or to live life?

Now come to the point, how many of us are living with our parents? Did they expect this from you since they gave birth to you. Even you, don't you like living with your parents?

Just think of a situation. You are taking you parents for granted. I mean that whenever we feel homesick, or we get leave we pack our bags and go to our hometown to meet our parents. Now think of other side too. Don't they feel sometime you to come there and live with them. We meet our parents for 3-4 weeks (max that too in 2-3 slots) in a year. One day they will be die in hope of living with you, talk with you about their happiness, sorrows, need, dreams, pain, health etc...and after that you'll live with the grudges that you're not there with your parents when they need us badly.

I don't know how this will make sense, but still somewhere in the deep of my heart I am thinking the same.

short poem#1
Mood:  not sure

kuch is tarah basa lo
mujhe khud mein...

ki bhoolo to bhi, na bhool sako. 

aankhon mein apni kya dhoondti ho,
unme basa hai sirf mera jahan
sapno mein apne kya sochti ho,
dekho unme mein hi to hun.

raat ki kashish tere haathon mein
mujhe choone ka suroor hai
chehre pe tere chandni ki chamak,
hai ya mere pyar ka asar hai

Going home after long and the flight is delay
Mood:  irritated
Topic: Announcements
It feels like nothing. You can only curse yourself for not getting the ticket from some other flight. Anyways what to do now, when it already happened something like "ab pachtaye kya hot hai jab chidiya chug gayee khet" nice saying in Hindi. Still we've couple of option, among which one I am using. I am trying to write a blog and make you people suffer with me :D

Making Errors (It's beneficial)
Mood:  bright
I feel it's really very good in making errors (of ‘course I am not talking about repetition of it). I hope you'll be agreeing with me too. I've my own logic, which you can read below. Like anything under the sun, it has pros and cons. I am not mentioning "cons" as I couldn’t find any or rather didn't try to find :)

PROS:
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Short Term
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Learn new things
Gotta learn sideways too
Well prepared for worse situation
No communication gap with peers/seniors
Well, "badnam hue to kya naam na hua"
You can fill "discussion" in your timesheet 2 hrs. daily (now you've find activities for only 6 hrs.)

Long Term
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You'll be master in solving each and every kind of errors
People will come to you to resolve their problems
You'll get an intelligent/hard-working image

The biggest one
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If you are a guy, might be you'll get chance to get near to some beautiful lady in your team :))

Don't worry gals, you don’t need such a long way to get near to any guy. Just pass a smile, and your job is done. He'll come to you.

Rang De basanti
Mood:  a-ok
Rang De basanti, the movie, the history, the past, the future, and the bloody present. This is not the movie, this is the gem created to get all the awards of the industry.

Movie is all about the present situation around us, and try to corelate it with 1919. On one hand there are characters in the present, who try to enjoy every bit of life and they think that nothing can happen in this counrty, nobody can change it. Corruption, Bloody politics exist everywhere, at the same time on the other hand there are characters of the past like Bhagat Singh, Chandrashekhar Azad, Bismil, Ashfakulla who live their life/death only for independence of India. How beautifully this has been done is only one of so many reasons to watch the movie.

The movie is made to inspire young generation of India, who thinks that nothing can be happened of our country, but "" (Amir Khan) tells us that "there are only two ways to live. One is to ignore everything and live the way others live, another is to stand against every odds and take reponsibility to change it." The message is clearly stated by the character. There is nothing left to you to think other than which path you want to follow.

As far as direction/music/lyrics/dialouges/choreography/cinematography are concern, I can only use one word "Best". I really want to add one word in english vocabulary for "better than best". You do not want any intermission in such movies.